that count down keeps getting smaller and smaller and I keep getting more nervous by the day. but…

that count down keeps getting smaller and smaller and I keep getting more nervous by the day. but it's not about labor. the way I feel about labor is it's gonna suck whether I think about it or not so I don't think about it. I'm more nervous cause I feel like I don't have enough time to finish preparing for my daughter's arrival. I mean we don't have much more to do I'm so scared that there are things I am forgetting.