Ik me and my grandma dont get along like we should but i cant stand to see her cry earlier this year…

Ik me and my grandma dont get along like we should but i cant stand to see her cry earlier this year she lost two sisters (my two personal favorites) and now my third favorite is in icu she has shingles and possible menigitis or encephalopathy and her other sister my fourth favorite has a lump in her breast she getting it looked at now. 5 out of 10 kids are alive two are now faced with this Ugh