I kinda have to rant...

so me and Alex have been OK lately.... he got a second job so he works 13 hours a day. 8 am-9 pm... today he went in for ANOTHER interview and he took the job without even talking to me about it.... they told him he has to go to LA for training for 2 weeks.... 1. he's never been to LA. 2. he's never been on a plane. and 3. he can't get a rental car, he's only 19.

we live in redding, CA. it's roughly a 10 hour drive to LA, but a 45 min flight.

I've been to LA several times and I have family there and I told him we could all drive and stay at my grandma's and he said he doesn't think they'll allow that.... so whatever... he said he's gonna go to a dodgers game or angels game while he's down there although he's a diehard A's fan.

Hazel will be a month old tomorrow and paisley is now 19 months... time is flying by.

oh, and my best friend, my only friend that I have to hangout with cause we both have 2 kids and our babies are 15 days apart, yeah... she's moving to Texas. I've been so emotional and now I just feel alone.

thanks for letting me rant. I just needed to get that off my chest.