Time to vent.
I'm so emotional right now.
I've been feeling really sick since I had my baby and I never associated the way I was feeling with breastfeeding until today.
I have mastitis. I've had a very hard time breastfeeding so I've tried exclusively pumping and I dread every session because of how much my boobs hurt. Tonight was the last time I pump for my baby and I feel so guilty. I keep reading all of these articles about not feeling guilty because breastfeeding isn't for everyone but I still feel this terrible guilt. I don't know what to do or how to handle these feelings.
I'm sick and depressed and I'm just not ready for all the people who are gonna talk about how great breastfeeding is for your baby.