When the father of your child hasn't been around and has made you feel so alone you don't know what to do sometimes, so…

When the father of your child hasn't been around and has made you feel so alone you don't know what to do sometimes, so mentally taxing, and then you finally make good plans to do something great for your child and self but it involves you moving 5 hours away and all of a sudden he is saying he had been supporting me and that I can't move. When he hasn't been here. I haven't seen him in months. He's never felt the baby move, hasn't been to my house. I haven't taken any money or asked for any.

Hell I needed to go to the ER a few weeks back and had to call my father to get him to drive two hours, leaving my aunt's funeral, to take me because BD didn't want to spend his money to drive here and get me (it'd cost him a total of three bucks in gas)

I haven't wanted him to be part of this at all but I've still given him chance after chance and finally decided to not give him anymore and now he's trying to say he's been here the whole time? I don't want anything to do with him. I don't want a dime. I just want peace and the ability to make the best choice without having a POS stop me, only to follow the same pattern he's followed the last ten years we've been an item.

Rant over.