I'm now 39 weeks 1 day and I am going crazy. my husband works nights so I don't get to see him until around 2:00 pm, if he wakes up that early. Then he leaves around 7:00 pm for work again. Lately all I've wanted us to feel a priority and wanted, but he's been sick with a tummy ache and sleeping all day long. when he gets home in the morning I'm often too sleepy to do anything, because I don't really sleep at night anymore. I'm a teacher so I have summers off and spend all day entertaining my 2 yr. old son and usually my 2 yr. old nephew, as well. I really need to get out and do something before I can't take it anymore but I'm the only one that really watches them. I need some me time or at least the feeling of knowing that someone wants me or wants to give up time to help me out. I'm sorry this is a useless post but I need to vent because no one gets it. I've given up on trying to naturally induce and I've just become depressed, I don't know if I can take this much longer. it seems like I will never get to just hold my little one or have anyone else around to be with me. 😢