Sooo idk what to do. Carter's father and I had a serious talk today. And he basically told me that we (Carter and I) ain't going nowhere. That I'm going to be with him forever. He's going to marry 💍💎 me etc. 😳 I don't want him to feel like he has control over me by falling for him again. Cause he IS the love ❤️💕👪 of my life. He's like my high school sweetheart. Only thing is I was in high school and he wasn't. 😀😂 I could be with another guy right now and if he said he wanted to be back together I would drop that other guy like a bad habit. It's that real for me. But sometimes you get to a point where enough is enough. So I'm confused 😕😫 in what he wants and what I want. Well I know what I want but should I take it or move on... This ❔❔ponders on my 💭💭 all the ⌚️... I don't want to drop a good (guy friend) that could potentially me a nice bf to have and go 🔙 to him and 🔚 up where we was before. People always say 👊🏾💥💢 for what you want. I told him I had a guy friend and he didn't even get 😡.. Not even a little. Idk I think I wanted him to. I know he feels some type of way right. Even if it's just a little. Maybe he didn't want to show me. Ugh MEN... 😫😠😖