don't give up...we tried for 6 years...every month was disappointing...but then two years after I miscarried I tested to see if I needed to fill my fertility meds and I was so surprised it was positive. in march I had my baby girl...don't give up hope I believe for me it happened at the perfect time...my husband just got out of the Navy and was able to be home for everything. I hope the best for you, I know how hard it can be.