I am petrified. Someone I've met once in my life is going to be entrusted to slice me open and remove my baby while on blood thinners and not kill me. I am scared I'm gonna die or something bad will happen. I haven't been sleeping because its just nightmares about the things that can go wrong. Medical PTSD sucks man. (My previous csection was very traumatic, left me in the hospital for months and with home care for several more, I don't remember my kids birth or much following it. The doctor was eventually fired from the practice )