I wish i would've been able to experience this whole pregnancy with my baby's father but, his…

I wish i would've been able to experience this whole pregnancy with my baby's father but, his terrible actions caused him to miss out. I just wish he wasn't the way he is and would grow up and realize that he's not a kid anymore and be a real man, but you can only give someone so many chances before you have to give up. I hate the situation it's become and i know it's only going to get worse the closer it gets to my due date.😓 I'm honestly scared. But i know it's best to continue to keep him out of our lives for good for the safety of my son and I. He will ALWAYS come first.💙