I feel sick...Could I be pregnant? I have autoimmune thyroiditis...and these days seems to be worse even with the pills. Plus uterus pain sometimes and nausea :-/
but it's too soon. If I am pregnant I'd be 2 weeks pregnant. I have to wait until my period. :-( I hate waiting.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
If I am it would be like a miracle or something. The only time where I could have gotten pregnant was on the beginning of my period (veery irregular period...I think the last one was 34 days away from the previous one. I don't even look at the calendar anymore), he didn't "finish" inside me and I have Hashimoto's thyroiditis. He would love to have kids though. So it wouldn't be a problem. :-) (sorry if there's some error in my grammar)