I haven't been on here lately. That was mostly due to the fact that the spring term was really busy for me. I had to cram a lot of information this term. I'm pleased to say that I passed all of my medical classes with A's and I'm feeling quite good about my Computer class.
I have been having a lot of baby dreams lately. And I have a lot of friends who are having their babies. I am getting impatient to see my baby boy (and to get my body back). I'm 37 weeks today. I am just so ready to go.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I was born with a lot of hair my boyfriend was born with a lot of hair plus he is Mexican and Mexican babies always have like a bunch of hair why is it I have no heart burn ? Not that I'm asking for it it's just that am I gonna have a bold baby ? :/
I lost my baby boy 4 days ago... I'm really hurt and trying to find some light just because he wasn't full term I am getting people saying a lot of hurtful things and I'm feeling super low.. Any ideas of how to handle my self?

I'm such a sucker for these!! Unfortunately I'm rocking the baby to sleep and I have no clue what color my underwear is. I'll have to get back to ya'll!!
Ladies, I'm so freaking excited and happy right now that I am UGLY crying at work !! My doctor just called me because he got my blood results back, baby is good and I'm having A BOYYYY!!! I cant believe after all I've been through I finally get my boy !!! Thank you Jesus !!! I want to surprise Tim, any ideas of how I can surprise him for when he gets home from work tonight ??? Let's hear it.
#TEAMBLUE
Thanks!