I'm not even gunna lie, one of the things that has kept me pumping 4.5 months strong is the fear of…

I'm not even gunna lie, one of the things that has kept me pumping 4.5 months strong is the fear of engorgement when trying up! Yes, I wanna breastfeed as long as possible BUT engorgement to dry up scares the crap outta me because if I let myself get engorged for just a minute or so I'm crying for relief ! 😂 #breastisbest #mightstillbepumpingwhenshes40 😂😂