Vent: so like 2 years ago I was kinda crazy and went out all the time, drank, smoked weed and was just a mess. Then I dated a really controlling guy who caused all my friends and relatives to leave me alone thru my struggle. Now I'm sober and with a guy who is amazing and is the father of my son. But I can't shake this lonely feeling like I don't have any friends or anybody to talk to. I know if I say all of this to somebody they will say I did it to myself. :/