****Just as I say Karma takes care of people so you don't have to. I was able to refrain from…

****Just as I say Karma takes care of people so you don't have to. I was able to refrain from calling and cursing my oldest daughters dad out for how he treated her when she visited last week. And where is his ass at right now in Cardiac ICU because of his heart condition and his refusal to eat right and stop smoking and drinking smh. Now once again I have to go out my way and take my dtr who doesn't even want to go to visit him. She says " I been telling him since I was little and found out smoking was bad to stop and I told him last week when I saw him stop so he did it to himself" . I told her she needs to go and tell him how she really feels because with his condition tomorrow isn't promised and I don't want her to be left with that chip on her shoulder because she never got to express to him how it felt to not have an active father for her 13 years on this earth. I'm hurt and pissed that now that she's old enough to express herself and make her choices about their relationship , now he may not even have time to right his wrongs to my child, as a mother it hurts because I know she is and will be hurt if he passes away.... ***