Sorry in advance for bitching... I'm so hurt. Mentally and physically. I've had a splitting headache…

Sorry in advance for bitching... I'm so hurt. Mentally and physically. I've had a splitting headache since Tuesday morning at 430am. It's coming from tooth pain. I finally got to a dentist today, I need a bunch of stuff done, and I have no dental insurance. It's going to cost $3600, and that's if I do it the "cheap" way. Why don't I have dental insurance? Because my husband didn't want to have to pay for it out of his pay check. Because apparently a few dollars extra a month is what's important to him. I'm literally sick to my stomach in pain and I have no idea what I'm going to do. My "husband" has treated me so badly since I've been pregnant. I feel like he has ruined anything we ever had. I don't think I can ever forgive or forget how he's been and what he's done. All he cares about is himself. I want away from this life so bad :( I just feel ruined. Completely.