Ughhhh this is awful. First of all, I'm 9w3ds and today my bf left me. He is a recovering addict and up until two days ago, he's been ecstatic and perfect about the baby coming. I've noticed over the last couple of days that he's been "off" and I kept questioning him.
Well today we had a fight and I ended up finding a bunch of pills in his winter coat pocket. I flushed them down the toilet and he admitted to me that he filled them the other day when I was out and has been abusing them.
Then he proceeded to pack up his clothes and leave. I asked him to get help and reconsider leaving but he said "he's not ready to be a dad and he will never change". So he took off with no phone, no money and just clothes in a bag.
Now I don't know where he is. He's done this before to me a while ago and always calls me from a hospital or rehab and then I take him back. He'd been clean for 6 months which is why I took him back and decided to have a baby together.
Now I'm so upset and confused. I just needed to vent because it's so devasting to me. I'm heartbroken and need advice.