its really a blessing being able to carry a baby.. i have a friend in her mid 30's she just called me crying so hard.. she was 11 weeks pregnant.. she passed her baby at home... this made baby number 8 she lost... she always miscarries for some reason... i wish i knew the words to tell her i couldnt even imagine how she feels.. tbh if i lost my lil man id prob want to be with him js. but so far god has blessed me up to 24 weeks and i pray each day he continues to bless me with my baby boy..