
Birth Story: Due to chronic hypertension I had to be induced at 38w3d it was scheduled for 6/6 @ 6pm which made me really nervous luckily when I called at 5pm they moved me to 7pm 😥😊. By 815 I was all registered blood work done gowned up and in bed lol the nurse came in a checked my cervix to see if I could be started on pitocin or if I had to have cervidil, I was 0cm 0% effaced and my cervix was high soooo I had to get cervidil 😐. Cervidil got inserted around 930 and by 11pm I was having very mild contractions by 3am they were very uncomfortable and the nurse came in and asked if I wanted pain meds I said yes and she also checked me I was 1 cm by 8am contractions were in full swing lol I was a mess my fiancé had to remind me not to hold my breath and to breathe as calmly as possible the nurse came in at 9am checked me I was at 2cm so she took out the cervidil and let me shower and told me to walk around for 30 minutes and when I came back we'd start pitocin. Walked for 20 minutes bounced on the birthing ball for 10 minutes then the party started 🎉🎊🎉🎊 they started me on a low dose of the pitocin then at 2Pm they cranked it up by 330pm I requested the epidural the anesthesiologist got in around 405pm after they finished it was 515Pm. I asked my nurse to check me I knew I had to be at atleast a 5cm boy was I wrong I was barely a 3 😔 they came in and turned down my pitocin cuz they said I was having to many to close together contractions and that wouldn't be doing me any good even though I had gotten the epidural I still felt the contractions 😢 the whole time I was in the hospital I told them Julissia didn't like being monitored and she would move away or kick off the monitors which she did 😁 so they were coming back and forth every 5 minutes to readjust the belly monitor...any who, around 630pm the nurse came in to readjust the monitor once more but she realized Julissia had dropped way into my vagina area I told her it felt funny downstairs like I pooped lol so she pulled back the sheets and checked me and she looked like 😲 your a 10 the baby's head is right there but your water hasn't broken she ran back and got another nurse and she came and checked and my water broke in the 2 minutes she'd been gone 😅 they were calling my doctor but she was coming to fast she dropped even lower and I got scared cuz her heart rate went from 135 to 75 to fast I said if I open my legs she's coming out so the stand by doctor came running in everybody is rushing they tell me to open my legs and pull them back as soon as I did she came sliding out (literally) the cord was wrapper around her leg twice but she was fine Mrs. Julissia Rene was born at 658pm June 7th
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
😍 @junesmommy15 she's a little cutie yeah she kinda does lol