
Official embarking on the journey of single motherhood. I'm angry, sad, exhausted, worn out and completely in love with my son. Every time I feel overwhelmed he just makes it easier... It's like he knows and just gets extra cuddly. Which is really nice but at night when he's asleep... This is really hard, I miss having someone to cuddle at night... I miss him. I miss it all. Oh god I hope I can do this...
You can do this! I just posted a picture yesterday. when God removes someone out of your life you embrace it bc he is preparing you for greater. will it hurt for a while yes but pray everyday and he will walk you through it
you CAN do this. everything happens for a reason. life have more in store for you then you know. have faith and hope and everuthing will work out <3
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
😥 I'm so not looking forward to this part... It'll be bittersweet I'm sure. I'm laying down holding my belly, wishing he would have valued us enough to be here holding us. But then again I have to almost force myself and remember we deserve so much better and God is going to make sure me and my baby boy are ok. We have to love ourselves and regain our self worth again. And focus on our babies 🙌🏼