just to look back at my past and remember all my attacks and being told that I'd only have a child…

just to look back at my past and remember all my attacks and being told that I'd only have a child with helo from doctors if I was lucky only after having surgery than finding my significant other and 6 months after dating finding out that we were expecting.

remembering finding out that I was almost 4 months pregnant when we found out and that the tests came back negitive and they never knew he was alive. I had tons of x rays and medications for what they thought was a stomach problem that could have killed him.

my son faught. he faught for his life every moment of every day. he was all alone for almost 4 months with no one to protect him or speak up for him.

to think back to when I was told I probity wouldn't have kids and to look at now and feel my little fighting getting stronger by the day. I know this was gods plan for me all along. my son is my everything and I wouldn't change one thing, delete one attsck, or one horrible day because it gave me the most amazing beautiful gift of all... my son's life. and I will never take another day for granted. everuthing happens for a reason and I'm the luckiest girl alive to be blessed with such a strong little boy full of love <3

your my everything Jaden Mitchell Harris. Mommy loves you with all her heart <3