
music has always had a helping hand in healing my soul through every dark period of my life. My favorite band is Lifehouse. They always seem to have the words for the way I am feeling. The day I came home from the hospital I heard their song titled "après la vie" and it couldn't be more fitting. To all the angel moms out there, this one is for you...
Will i always have a little pouch from my c section? Will i ever be able to get my stomach flat?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I’m always hiding, I’m always letting my low self esteem affect me, but I want to just say screw it all and wear this tomorrow
I need to quit playing and pack my bag. I always do this lol
What your favorite physical attribute? Like what do u think is the best part of yourself? For me it’s my arms and legs. My arms are cut and I have nice muscular arms, but not too muscular, and my legs I’ve always had nice long legs. So what’s yours?
I realize there are no words that can console you at this moment. I know that all the people in the world praying for you doesn't heal your heart but please know that this community, more than any other empathizes and if we could all hold you until the pain subsided, we truly would. God bless you and your husband!