Being a NICU mommy takes a toll, not only on your body but your mind and soul. Every time my phone rings...

I loose a little bit of life hoping its not the hospital

You walk in the room and make sure your baby is in their incubator... you hope the lid is up because you just want to hold them and every time you have to touch them through the glass you cry because there's nothing you can do

This momma is exhausted .. but i am overjoyed she did so well and is at home where she belongs.... 20 days till daddy come home