I went to my ultrasound appt so excited yesterday with my sister we were so excited to hear the babies heart beats and see them wiggle around... the ultrasonographer put the ultrasound tool on my belly looked around and said she needed help... I asked if everything was okay and she told me she wasn't sure but she knew... my doctor came in the room to "help" her she told me that my twins had no heart beat. she told me she doesn't know why because they were growing right where they should have been so it was very recent it happened.... I go in on Monday for them to sofen my cervix and Tuesday they are going to take them out .. I've never felt so upset or hurt in my entire life... I waited until my boyfriend got home to tell him and I couldn't keep it together very long I couldn't get the words out before I wasn't understandable. we were so excited to be having twins on the way everything he did and said was always about the babies and we were so excited to tell his 3 year old daughter :( everything happens for a reason I guess but I won't be using this app anymore its too painful! good luck to all you mommies young and older. everyday you look down at your children just know how blessed you are to have them... I never knew pain until this happened :(
thank you so much @kaaaymb means a lot :( I don't even feel like I can get out of bed :( its literally the worst pain ever :(
thank you so much ladies its honestly one of the hardest things I have ever been through :( crying is an understatement I just can't stop its horrible I Just wish I knew why :( @pcgyea @lesbianmommy
Hannah 😢 please text me if you need to get out of the house to clear your head. I'm so sorry.
@hannahmarie0803, I'm so sorry, :( that's the worse thing ever. I went into early labor and they told me they couldn't stop it we did one last ultrasound and saw the babies kicking and waving and I blame myself to this day because they were perfect, my body just couldn't handle them and they died during birth. It's something you never get over, it gets a little easier at some point but it's a very hard and difficult situation. My fiance and I will keep you all in our prayers hun. Again, I'm so sorry for your loss.
@hannahmarie0803, I'm still crying randomly anywhere the tears just start falling down my face it's crazy what a day can bring and only God knows why. I'm praying for your peace and joy and mine also. chin up xo
@pcgyea, thank you so much! I was just at a loss for words I haven't stopped crying neither has my boyfriend he's at work hes a wreck I feel so bad :( @lesbianmommy I saw your post and told my bf about it and we both felt so bad and really worried and a couple days later we found out we lost ours its terrible :(
sorry for you lose I just suffered this same pain on Wednesday not twins but we gained in heaven even tho we lost physically on earth I'm here for you stay encouraged surround yourself with love xo
So sorry to hear about your little ones :( prayers for you and your family 🙏🏻
it's okay :( @anqiee323