Idk how much more stress I can take. Things start going good for a bit, then it backfires in our…

Idk how much more stress I can take. Things start going good for a bit, then it backfires in our fuckin faces. Now we owe someone $300, have a check we can't cash, and another check coming on Monday that we ALSO cant cash. Im praying like hell that my bank will let me deposit this first one into my account so we can pay that money back, but it could also backfire more. If we can at least get one of them cashed, we can let the others build up until Nathan gets his ID, then cash them all at once... Then well have money saved up. In the mean time, Idk what were going to do. God says he wont put more on us than we can handle, but I think hes really trying to test how much I can take... I'm trying not to stress because of the baby, but that just stresses me even more... Time to go ball up and cry in a corner... People, pray that this check gets cashed! At least one of them!!