
I keep telling myself this but its hard when we been trying for so long and even went through surgery and still no baby.....I broke down to my husband and told him I felt like I am a failure to him BC we both want a baby so bad and are ready for one and I haven't been able to provide him with one yet......my depression is getting the worst of me lately......😢😩😭
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Mommas of baby boys... Would it be weird to shower/ take a bath with my son? We both are in need of one but I don't have the energy to take one then give him one 😒 and if so what's the appropriate age to stop?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...
Awh.. Think positive. I wasn't supposed to be able to have babies and it just happened. Such an amazing surprise. You never know what could happen. I'm sure your tired of hearing it but when you stop trying and don't revolve life around it it always seems to happen. I'm sorry you've been going through tough times , and your husband doesn't think any less of you it's not your fault at all don't blame yourself. Everything happens when the times right .I hope something happens soon. Baby dust your way!!