Awh.. Think positive. I wasn't supposed to be able to have babies and it just happened. Such an amazing surprise. You never know what could happen. I'm sure your tired of hearing it but when you stop trying and don't revolve life around it it always seems to happen. I'm sorry you've been going through tough times , and your husband doesn't think any less of you it's not your fault at all don't blame yourself. Everything happens when the times right .I hope something happens soon. Baby dust your way!!