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Lately I haven't been feeling good. So I started watching episodes of the vampire diaries on project free tv on my…

Lately I haven't been feeling good. So I started watching episodes of the vampire diaries on project free tv on my phone. It's a really great distraction from feeling terrible. After stopping for a little while and calling my mom while I still was on a high from having a tv show binge and then ending the conversation. I realized I hide my pain and not just my physical pain but my emotional pain by excluding myself from everyone and escaping reality by watching my favorite shows and feeling their pains and joy like I personally know them which I kinda do when I been watching the show from the beginning. Feeling their pain or their joys distracts me from my own pain. The pain I have tried to escape but haven't had success. I feel like it follows me everywhere I go.

- rant over well not really a rant over its sorta a emotional spill over-

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monkeybutt98

Mariah

@preggerstone,

monkeybutt98

Mariah

Yays

mommastone

Kristina

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I would get bad anxiety sometimes in social interactions but I think you will grow and learn just like me. :)

monkeybutt98

Mariah

Ten days til my birthday @preggerstone

monkeybutt98

Mariah

16 about be 17 next week

mommastone

Kristina

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How old are you? I was sorta like that when I was in my teens. It takes practice but you can change!

monkeybutt98

Mariah

I also exclude myself from people.

monkeybutt98

Mariah

@preggerstone, sorta but not a professional. I am a antisocial person and normally exclude myself from my family but I don't seem like that online. I also am extremely kind caring and compassionate.

mommastone

Kristina

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I am not sure! I wasn't in deep depression or anything just can relate to a point. I pray you find help hun! It's scary. Have you talked with anyone?

monkeybutt98

Mariah

@preggerstone, is there anything to help my step-mom thinks I suffer from bipolar depression and I have to agree and I think the trigger would be when my parents got divorced when I was ten and then also some of the stuff adds to it.

mommastone

Kristina

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I totally get this! I have done this myself.

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