Lately I haven't been feeling good. So I started watching episodes of the vampire diaries on project free tv on my phone. It's a really great distraction from feeling terrible. After stopping for a little while and calling my mom while I still was on a high from having a tv show binge and then ending the conversation. I realized I hide my pain and not just my physical pain but my emotional pain by excluding myself from everyone and escaping reality by watching my favorite shows and feeling their pains and joy like I personally know them which I kinda do when I been watching the show from the beginning. Feeling their pain or their joys distracts me from my own pain. The pain I have tried to escape but haven't had success. I feel like it follows me everywhere I go.
- rant over well not really a rant over its sorta a emotional spill over-
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I would get bad anxiety sometimes in social interactions but I think you will grow and learn just like me. :)
How old are you? I was sorta like that when I was in my teens. It takes practice but you can change!
@preggerstone, sorta but not a professional. I am a antisocial person and normally exclude myself from my family but I don't seem like that online. I also am extremely kind caring and compassionate.
I am not sure! I wasn't in deep depression or anything just can relate to a point. I pray you find help hun! It's scary. Have you talked with anyone?
@preggerstone, is there anything to help my step-mom thinks I suffer from bipolar depression and I have to agree and I think the trigger would be when my parents got divorced when I was ten and then also some of the stuff adds to it.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
I will not be tested for COVID unless I am showing all signs of having it! They taking newborn babies away from their mothers if they test positive. Over my cold dead body! No ONE will take my baby away from me bet!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Is there a show that you like so much that you could just watch it over and over!? That show for me is the 100, absolutely love this show!!!
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
@preggerstone,