best friend just called me in tears because it just hit her that I'm no longer pregnant with her. I…

best friend just called me in tears because it just hit her that I'm no longer pregnant with her. I can't sleep now maybe had I known about the infection sooner I could of saved my angel but the fact that the lord is walking me through my pain with my baby girl at his side ik my pain will soon fade away. on that note I'm going to watch fifty shades again with my ice cream and tissue and try to fall asleep