Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I woke up very dizzy almost fainted, my hubby had to carry me back to bed, everytime I move I throw up, one moment I'd be sweating the next I'd be cold...I prop my head up a little bit with my hand..I haven't had any food so I'm hungry....The only time I'm throwing up sick is when I'm pregnant. I've never ever been this sick....

So I've been drinking a ton of water since I was brought up to my room and I've been pumping every 2 hours but I'm not pumping anything. Feeling really discouraged. The nursery isn't giving babygirl any formula as they have her hooked up to an IV but Im already feeling like a failure :(

**Low Iron Preggies!!!**

I'm curious as to what your symptoms are with the low iron?

Today off and on I've felt dizzy, nauseated, sweats and I don't know how to explain it but my head just kinda feels "funny". I end up having a panic attack when this happens. 😢

I just got put on Iron medication 3x a day this week so not sure if its had time to really into my system

But I want reassurance I guess to make sure this is normal. 💚💚

This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???