LONG POST

So my boyfriend is going back to work soon after being out for almost 8 months and I only have like 2 really good friends, one is in Thailand for training and the other has been acting like a complete flake. I don't talk to my moms side of the family (even longer story) and my mom has been in the hospital for 2 months and can literally pass at any moment. I've never felt so alone in my entire life and I'm nervous to have everything back on my plate once my boyfriend returns to work, don't get me wrong he's great but once he goes back to work I'll hardly talk or see him. I just wish I had someone I could reach out to more than once a week. Asked the dr and I'm going to start therapy because I felt like I was beginning to get depressed.