It saddens me that I won't have a baby shower. Due to the baby's daddy having isolated me and controlling me for 9 months, I lost so many friends. honestly, I have one friend and she's back in Florida with a baby of her own. I pretty much am going to have to buy everything myself and not having a job makes that feel so impossible. Of course for the sake of the baby, I'm on welfare but that's taking it's sweet ass time and we all know that'll barely be enough to take care of my own needs. My only family is my mom who is disabled and on such a fixed income...
I just wish I could find a way to make money, guaranteed. I wish I had people in my life to share in this.
I wish a lot.
more rambling at my blog - mamavynom.blogspot.com
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@vaehbugg, thanks. I'm honestly glad I found this app last night, this has been the most I've spoken about anything with anyone so it's a breath of fresh air
Good for you! I'm sorry you had to go through all the bs. But I'm glad you where strong enough to finally walk away.
@vaehbugg, I am not with him anymore. April 22 it got so bad, my mom had to use her savings to file out and get me. I gave him a month to get his shit together to be in the baby's life and he seemed like he would. sent me $500 to help... I got clothes and showed me.... mistake. he said he didn't send me money to look good and just continued his b.s. and attempts to control me. Finally May 17th I had lunch with a male friend because I was broke.. he flipped and said I was on a date and sleeping with him. I cut all ties. Haven't heard from him since. It pissed me off. its a long story, one I shall share on my blog since it's easier to type there but at least I'm safe in NY with my mom.
It's sad please tell me your not still with baby daddy! I was in a relationship for a long time, I was abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I had no friends or people who wanted to be around me. It hurt because I was so young. Make choices girl and the right ones for your baby and your self. Good luck hun.
I've never considered it but I also would feel so... Idk like I'm looking for pity or something. I've always been too prideful to ask for help but it's an idea
thanks. :)
it's always nice to have friends. near or far.