Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So I have issues sleeping and the new nurse came in woke me up to tell me they are switching when it clearly says not to wake me!!! Ugh

When people tell me not to worry and I'm standing here pregnant as hell and worrying about everything... Just cause ya tell me not to doesn't mean it's going to change that I worry about literally everything.

I really hate when people tell me to get all the sleep I can now, because when baby comes I won't be sleeping. It drives me nuts. Like sleeping now is gonna make me not tired when she's here? And yes I know that I may not get much sleep after she's born, I'm not an idiot.

so I'm gonna be 26 weeks tomrw but I'm actually starting to show now. an feeling a bit heavy. cause when I walk for long periods of time my feet feel tingly an my inner thighs kind of ache. can any of you tell me what I can do. ☝???