
The first & only ultrasound from when I was pregnant with my baby girl..
I didn't wanna see the ultrasound so I covered my eyes the whole time because I knew she wasn't in my womb anymore, just her yolk sac. I finally got the courage to ask for a copy in September 2014, 9 months after I lost her. I miss her every single day.
We lost our first in 2012, it was the worst thing ever. The only thing I got was to hear the heart beat while in the ER. It's a horrible loss but in a way it will make you a stronger person. Hugs girl.💕
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Awwww I'm so sorry! Ezra is what I will be naming my son! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽