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WARNING: LONGISH RANT Spending the day at home watching the girls alone once again. I was suppose to go to my husband's…

WARNING: LONGISH RANT

Spending the day at home watching the girls alone once again. I was suppose to go to my husband's cousin's graduation and his other cousin's graduation party today. Well, he ended up oversleeping, and we missed it. Yesterday, I found out that there are no kids allowed at the party. So therefore, my chances of going were shot because I didn't have anyone to babysit. My husband did think it'd be better to find a babysitter cause it'd be easier(he didn't know it was no kids either) although, he was told we could, but we'd have to watch them. Which makes sense seeing as the pool was wide open, and there's going to be a bonfire. It just erks me that I wasn't told this when we were invited. We've known about this since January or February. If they had told me beforehand, I could've easily found a babysitter. I was really looking forward to going :( I need to get away from this place. All I've done lately is stay at home, take care of the girls, and work. My husband goes out with his friend every now and then, and half time my husband stays in our room cause he can't get comfy in the living room. So I don't feel like I spend tons of time with him like I'd like. (1 reason why I can't wait to get my own place again) so I feel like I'm watching the girls alone most of the time. I want/need a break. This was going to be my break. I'd be spending time with my husband and his family. I've been excited about this since I've heard about it. Then to find out no kids were allowed the day before was extremely upsetting. ): not to mention everyone I talk to/hangout with is up there. So I have the car, but nowhere to go. Stuck at home. ): not to mention my husband doesn't really talk when he's hanging out with friends. So no one to talk to or hangout with. Then, come to find out, my SIL is allowed to take her kid. That upset me even more, and I don't believe that's fair. I was told it's from where he's still crawling and can't walk. Unlike our oldest who can walk. So what if he still crawls? He gets into things just as much as our oldest daughter. I'm just so upset that I wasn't told all this until the day before, and it's so unfair that that my SIL can still get away with taking her kid 😡 I was balling, I was so upset. Which made me feel even worse 😢 today is not going to be a good day 😞

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I'm so upset my husband just informed me, that my 16 yr. Old daughter told him while I was gone that I was a bad Mom…

I'm so upset my husband just informed me, that my 16 yr. Old daughter told him while I was gone that I was a bad Mom with too many kids, that I was dumb because I dropped out of school, that she wanted to part in meeting her new sister in December. I'm so broken and don't know what to do!

So my husband just told me since he works every day and I stay at home watching the kids that he should be allowed to go…

So my husband just told me since he works every day and I stay at home watching the kids that he should be allowed to go out every night after work because he works all the time, he goes most men go out and play golf and do whatever they want while their wives stay home and make food and watch the kids lmao. Shoot me. I seriously don't know what I got myself into but this is not what I wanted in life

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?