WARNING: LONGISH RANT
Spending the day at home watching the girls alone once again. I was suppose to go to my husband's cousin's graduation and his other cousin's graduation party today. Well, he ended up oversleeping, and we missed it. Yesterday, I found out that there are no kids allowed at the party. So therefore, my chances of going were shot because I didn't have anyone to babysit. My husband did think it'd be better to find a babysitter cause it'd be easier(he didn't know it was no kids either) although, he was told we could, but we'd have to watch them. Which makes sense seeing as the pool was wide open, and there's going to be a bonfire. It just erks me that I wasn't told this when we were invited. We've known about this since January or February. If they had told me beforehand, I could've easily found a babysitter. I was really looking forward to going :( I need to get away from this place. All I've done lately is stay at home, take care of the girls, and work. My husband goes out with his friend every now and then, and half time my husband stays in our room cause he can't get comfy in the living room. So I don't feel like I spend tons of time with him like I'd like. (1 reason why I can't wait to get my own place again) so I feel like I'm watching the girls alone most of the time. I want/need a break. This was going to be my break. I'd be spending time with my husband and his family. I've been excited about this since I've heard about it. Then to find out no kids were allowed the day before was extremely upsetting. ): not to mention everyone I talk to/hangout with is up there. So I have the car, but nowhere to go. Stuck at home. ): not to mention my husband doesn't really talk when he's hanging out with friends. So no one to talk to or hangout with. Then, come to find out, my SIL is allowed to take her kid. That upset me even more, and I don't believe that's fair. I was told it's from where he's still crawling and can't walk. Unlike our oldest who can walk. So what if he still crawls? He gets into things just as much as our oldest daughter. I'm just so upset that I wasn't told all this until the day before, and it's so unfair that that my SIL can still get away with taking her kid 😡 I was balling, I was so upset. Which made me feel even worse 😢 today is not going to be a good day 😞