you should talk to your doctor, or find someone to talk to...I felt the exact same way...I feel bad for the way I felt about my son...for the first four months I didn't want anything to do with him....I talked to my doctor and she helped me thru it....I learned that it's not uncommon for first time moms to experience ppd.... @ethansmommy

I'm just having a really hard time with everything, and nothing really feels "right" my son is almost a month old.

Im not a new mom, but I experienced postpartum depression with my first child