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Fedelina  Mendez  Andres
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I'm torn to pieces devastated...I'm a new time mom my son is 3 months old and I be been suffering from postpartum…

I'm torn to pieces devastated...I'm a new time mom my son is 3 months old and I be been suffering from postpartum depression and anxiety, to maks matters worse on Monday my little brother who is a twin turned 21 he didn't drink or party just stayed in and watched movies with the family. Tuesday the day after his birthday i see him in the morning normal day then he says hes going to lay down cuz hes tired i go down a short time later and I find him. He committed suicide I feel so awful and angry full of questions and sadness I can't even look at my other brother it's so painful. I don't know what to do all I do is cry I haven't slept or ate since it happened I'm horribly depressed 😢 I can't get the image out of my head it's on constant replay...

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jennatess

jenna tessВ ожидании первенца

You poor thing! I can't even imagine what you're going though. Your poor family! And his twin... My heart is aching for you. If you need to talk - I'm here. I'm so so sorry for your loss.

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bbyenolan22

AmandaВ ожидании первенца

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't begin to understand how that must hurt. you and your family will be in my thoughts

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babyeitrem

AlexissВ ожидании первенца

I'm so so sorry for your loss. I know it's not a sibling but I lost my dad to suicide if you ever wanna talk I'm always available.

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septson

septsonВ ожидании первенца

I'm so sorry I can't imagine your heart break 😢

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mzmendez13

Fedelina Mendez AndresМама сына-младенца

thanks so much guys! 😢 I feel awful I know im not okay. I can't be at my mom's with my family it's too hard being where he died I'm to lost to have company over all I have is my son 😢

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missing217user

missing217userМама сына (1 год), беременна (38 нед.)

I'm so sorry for your lost... praying for you and your family!

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poco_hun

poco_hunМама подростка, беременна (6 нед.)

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am a mental health therapist in training and I just want to say please don't be alone. It's important to be around family and friends. Also don't be afraid to talk with a counselor, therapist, or even your doctor about how you are feeling.

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gonzalezpartyof3

Vanessa Gonzalez😘💕Мама сына-младенца

I'm so sorry!! I'll be praying for you and your family. I can't even begin to imagine how you're feeling. My deepest condolences. 😔

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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?