I'm torn to pieces devastated...I'm a new time mom my son is 3 months old and I be been suffering from postpartum depression and anxiety, to maks matters worse on Monday my little brother who is a twin turned 21 he didn't drink or party just stayed in and watched movies with the family. Tuesday the day after his birthday i see him in the morning normal day then he says hes going to lay down cuz hes tired i go down a short time later and I find him. He committed suicide I feel so awful and angry full of questions and sadness I can't even look at my other brother it's so painful. I don't know what to do all I do is cry I haven't slept or ate since it happened I'm horribly depressed 😢 I can't get the image out of my head it's on constant replay...