i was having panic attacks since monday and today i woke up to the bad news that my grandmother passed away last night.. 😢 i feel bad and im still in shock..i still cant believe it.. now im getting contractions and im only 34 weeks :/
I hurt so bad! When i sit down i feel as if im pushing baby boy back up out of the canal or something it hurts so bad! Im thinking about going in to the doctor.. But idk
I know i sound bad. But, does any moms still smoke while pregnant?

Well I. glad the lack of interest in me is because hes watching porn for the third time when he promised me three times he wouldnt. We have had 3 issues where it lead to him cheatinf before! Im glad I can be ugly. I didnt ask to be made fat and given stretch marks but damnit its our child and things happen.. Im still pretty right? am I?.. I didnt purposely try to look the way I do.. Im pregnant.. its how it works.. I thought I was still good enough. Do I still look okay?.. I keep shaking now..
So I thought my water broke... i was about to freak out... Im still sitting on the toilet trying to figure out if it was pee..
Has anybody been in a car accident with the little ones inside? 😫 i just got in one and thank god it wasnt that bad but im still in shock 😭
Your welcome