the other day I told him how awful I felt about my body, i had just started to feel comfortable with it (recently lost 80 lbs almost 90) and now I see how big i am again, he told me that my body is.changing for the better, so it can give our son life and to him there's nothing more beautiful. I didn't believe him till Saturday, when i saw a whole bunch of beautiful women wirh their beautiful bodies and the only woman his eyes were looking at was me, i had no make up, didn't due my hair fancy like them, didn't put on any thing fancy and yet his eyes were glued on me, like I was the only woman their.. he was so into me the photographer kept taking pictures of us.. like she saw it too.. everyone was taking pictures of us, I kept asking peter why, he was like they are having get togethers and they want to invite us, still didn't explain why ppl I never met wanted to take our picture lol it was a wedding, you'd think they'd only wanna take pictures of the bride and groom. Ot was surreal, to have him look at me the way he did, mind you he isn't very emotional or love dovey so to see him that way just had me in awe, to think he can love me so much I could feel and See it.