Really contemplating starting something new. Don't get me wrong, I love my fiancé/bd (whatever you want to call him) dearly but he has done me wrong so many times. Like at this point it feels so weird even acknowledging that we're in a relationship again. I feel like it's only right if I go enjoy myself with other people for a while (after the babies are born of course). Does this make me a bad person though? He's made it clear that "neither of us are going anywhere" and that we're in this forever, but it just doesn't feel the same anymore..
I feel like all you girls on here hate me 😔 so I'm gonna delete this app ✌️
I feel horrible because i dont want to be pregnant. I mean i was excited and everything when i found out. Mlre so shocked. But as time is going on, i just dont want to be pregnant. Is that an ok thing to say? Although i already love this little girl and thats mostly why i feel bad for feeling that way. Not sure if something is wrong with me or its just im over it now because i feel like this pregnancy is dragging on
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
you aren't wrong. you need to do what makes you happy. don't stay with him for the baby or to make him happy. (:,