I'm ready to smoke n get high again...I jus want 4 blunts to myslf...nd wen I stop breastfeeding and me n my king have a…

I dunno, I tried when he was 10 weeks old (I didn't really breastfeed) and I was holding him when he slept and I got all antsy and twitchy, and then when he was 6 months old we had a little kickback while he was sleeping, I smoked and basically panicked when he woke up and that resulted in a really funny but awful for me situation where my stoned ass tried opening a formula container with my mouth and the stuff got all in my mouth! Dry formula + cotton mouth = the worst thing ever. Haha. I don't know though, I just felt bad. My parents kept partying after they had me and I couldn't do that to him. My mum tells me to smoke weed to calm my ass down but I can't do it even though my son is almost 4 now (obviously I won't now because I'm pregnant, but before she knew I was she would ask me to smoke). I don't really drink either && I'm 25. I'm sure I would mellow out if I smoked again but it's not the same anymore. If anything I'd want to smoke with friends but then all id talk about in my stoned mind would be my kid and people who don't have kids don't really care about kids as much as us moms do! To each their own though, I definitely think it could help people.

@renaeevans, at least yu got some girl...I'm tryin to be patient and wait..any other time I stopped it was easy and it wasn't on my mind as much..but I feel like I truly need some n it will truly be just wat I need n really relax and calm me...

@santistevanmommie, same thing I say...I totally agree !!! But I was told by mom that if my doctor found out then they could take my baby and I'll go to jail..but I had been stopped smoking and I knew it wasn't any in my system...

@momofsolaris, yesssss agreed !!!!

You and me both 😩 I don't even smoke like that but I've been so stressed out and I just need a blunt. Smoked for the first time in months yesterday because of really bad back pains, nausea & insomnia and it was just what I needed. But I probably won't do it again until after they're born

I had to quit smoking because my dr told me he would have to call cps if I didn't but I miss it some days. I'll probably smoke again once baby is here just not as much as I used to.

Marijuana is the best medicine on earth. :) I wish others would do their research is all.

@momofsolaris, Iol I love smoking it too...it's a great way to truly relax and just be calm to be..it truly helps ppl and I don't see why other ppl who don use it see it tht way as well...it's more helpful than harmful to me....I enjoy it every time I won't say I won't ever stop smoking but I will cut bak more once my son gets older..

@kimberlyyyy, really...y not ?!?! Not even wen he was down for a long nap or sleeping through the night or yu had a day or two to yurslf...did it make yu feel some type of way when you tried to smoke again...trust me sweetie I'm not judging at all either !!! I have no place to judge you !!!

i hear ya :) i love smoking it really helps me. I have my medical card for it here in Vermont because it helps my anxiety, depression and my carpal tunnel syndrome in my right hand. And I'd be lying if I said I dont enjoy it. :) @amg2469

I couldn't smoke after having my son. I felt guilty. 😪

@momofsolaris, lucky you ...I wish I could buh it wouldn't be for medical reasons lol...I stopped as soon as i found out...I miss it tho...I'm use to only quitting while I'm job searching to prepare for the drug test lol buh serious 😂😂 ..

I continue to smoke for medical reasons and my obgyn recommended that i keep smoking so i am right now. :)