okay I can't be mad at him right now. he moves alot in his sleep and isn't really supportive during my pregnancy but he…

My husband when he will get mad at me he will always say to me "go back to paso" that's where I am from and he knows I hate it there. But I know if I actually left he would be lost. I do everything for him. He's parents even know how bad he is his mom told me when o first started dating him if I ever wanted out of the relationship she would pay for me to get on my feet alone. That right there made me think what the hell is his guy crazy or something lol but no he has never hit me or cheated on me he just verbally abuses me and makes me feel unappreciated and it's wrong so I know how lame it must sound to say talking will help. But it really has for us. If I have something that's bothering me I used to just swallow it and go crazy now if something is bothering me I will tell him right then and there or if I know it's a bad time I'll wait for a good time to through it in

@monilovesautumn,

I have been with him for 7 years and they all haven't been easy but we get better with baby steps. To me he is my world and I would do anything for him. And at the end of the day I know if my life depended on it he would be there for me. But believe me when I say it isn't easy I have cried myself to sleep and he will just sit there and not care and I think to myself what the hell am I still doing here why am I putting myself through this bull s. Well it's cause I love him and I know without all the bull s he is a great guy deep down he just needs some reality checks

I'm sorry. Men are straight jerks I mean to me trust is everything and I put my whole trust into my relationships so when my husband doesn't trust me about something it tears me up and pisses me off well I think he knows it and does it on purpose. For example I told him i was pregnant and he told me who is the dad I said you have got to be kidding me he told me he is going to get a paternity test and I flipped out because how disgusting for the man I love the man I'm going to have a kid with tell me he doesn't believe this baby is his are you kidding me and he took my reaction like I was trying to hid something. @monilovesautumn

@jrose114,

Lucky you. I get threatened to get left all the time and then I get the past thrown in my face , get called names. he texts and calls other girls because he think I talk to other guys and I don't . I mean come on I'm pregnant and have a toddler really? I don't have time for it. it was a tracker put on my phone . we been together on and off for almost 9 years . he's the father of my children (current , expecting , and deceased) yes I do love him. a lot but he doesn't think so. I know he loves me but I think he's not in love anymore , I think he wants to explore other people . and it sucks because it's like I'm regnant with your child and had your kids and I still feel like shit . we can't even communicate without arguing . I feel he can talk to them about more stuff then me . like idk what to do anymore I feel like I'm at wits end. Sadly I think I'm slowly getting depressed. I don't want to do anything anymore but just stay home. don't want to work , don't want to talk , nada

How long have you guys been together? @monilovesautumn

I mean I have days that I am like I'm done I'm leaving. And he literally will chase me down. But we have made it work by learning how to talk to each other.

Yeah well you know what's good is you guys could make it. Yeah you will fight and hate how he does stuff but at the end of the day you love him and he loves you it will work.

I don't think anything will work. so , I just don't try no more. I'm tired of being the bad person and I'm not.

Austin is 6 months younger. I mean at least he doesn't act like most guys his age. I'd probably have already killed him if he did. @jrose114

Yeah these guys need to grow up already my love is 9 years older than me but I swear you would never know the way he acts

he'd never take the whole day off. like today, me and the doctors thought we were gonna lose arian or something was gonna go horribly wrong (my earlier posts explain) and all he said was be safe. he didn't even act worried. then blamed it on the doctors when he got home. but he won't even take the day off for my ultra sounds @jrose114

Tell him to tell his boss he has to go to a doctors appointment or something so he gets the day off. My love always says he will ask to get off and never ends up getting it off. So when I really need him to get it off I ask his boss my self or else I bring it up casually at his work and his boss always says for him to go with me

@jrose114,

Ikr. he told me that my baby shower is may 30th but he has to work. I said if you go to work I ain't going. and he said that he will tell his boss he has something to do and get off early. I told him I'm not having this, I'm not gonna be 100% until he's born shit anymore.

Right I told him the doctor said he has to be there lol. I'm hoping when he actually sees our boy he will be more involved and supportive

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@jrose114, finally. men are just dumb and weird wrong these days.

@monilovesautumn, talk to @jrose114 she knows exactly how to help with stupid men

My love is finally going to go with me to see the 20 week ultrasound one June 3rd it's like a miracle.

I wish it could be that easy with me

Good they need to be put in check sometimes

@jrose114,

only a little. I told him he was unappreciative and when he asked what my problem was I said YOU! you are my problem.

and that's when he started acting a little better.

I'm glad he is starting to be nice now.

he's gonna come out looking like a woolly mammoth if that's the case. @jrose114

Yeah from what I've heard he is going to have lots of hair!!

fish? I meant gosh @jrose114

I've been okay. I finally broke down today IDK why I just started bawling and yelling I don't wanna be pregnant anymore, and he said it'll be okay I promise. but this heart burn man fish I can't handle it

Aww too cute I love it. How have you been feeling ?

@jrose114,