I wonder if Im the only one who feels this way... So I talked to my mom about how I honestly dont want anyone to hold my baby after she gets here & after a couple of weeks of her being born. I want to bond with my child as much as I can & for some reason I get kind of mad cause I know everyone wants to be all over her. The reason why I get so mad is because the majority of my family smokes cigarettes & they smoke around me when they know they shouldnt. Its just so dirty to me! Then my parents & some of my siblings just started making smart ass comments & remarks about it & laughing about it. Im a new mom of course I feel this way, especially with people who smoke & I just feel like they dont understand. 😒