Being a FTM is so hard! It is nothing like you've imagined or thought it would be! The first 2 weeks is the hardest! Breastfeeding is so hard! My baby is lazy to eat the amount he needs so he makes a fuss 😔

So sorry for the graphic image but this is what my poor boy has to deal with :( he hasn't pooped since Thursday and then this is what he gets he strained so hard he made himself bleed if the doctors don't help him tomorrow I'm going to to mad :( xxx
Paternity leave
How long are your husbands or SO getting off for paternity leave? My husband is only getting 1 week off. Then he leaves again. He works in the oilfields so he's always gone. I'm so upset it can't be longer. I'm more than likely having another c-section so it's going to be hard recovering plus handling a newborn and two year old. Makes me sad ?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
He is such a dick😢 every time I talk to him he blocks me he is so cold hearted he doesn’t realize how hard it is for me to let go.
And no sleep I imagine! Looking forward to it! NOT! 😢