You're good. No worries. I really believe he truly loves me. I mean, he didn't even want to get married at all when we first got together. I changed his mind (: I think it's just me dwelling in the past. I'm so extremely bad about that 😓 @karennn

im so sorry for all the typos and mistakes, i was typing fast on my phone.

i lost all my friends after high school as well, and mt so called best friend stopped talking to me when i got pregnant because she was trying and i guess to her was a competition so she got mad at me for getting pregnant. But i understand how you i use to have that same problem with my husband when we furst got married it was like his family didn't want me there and he used to always work and get his mother things but all that stopped when we got married and i always felt tension when being at his house and i would get jealous when he would go out with his friend because they were all single and would go places where there would be a lot of "lose" girls. If he truly loves you he won't leave you, keep your head up mama :) Hope you feel better. You can go to activities for kids, you can meet moms there that might be going through similar situations

It happens. I guess that's just all I need is some friends @blessedmommy

I'm sorry I lost all my friends after high school ha so I don't really have anyone to talk to about stuff either and it sucks. and it's totally understandable that you wanted some time with just the two of you!

My husband went over to his friend's to drink knowing it upset me. It's Mother's Day, and we practically spent the whole day with his family. So I wanted to spend the rest of the night with him, and only him. He said that we did spend the day together, and I said, "yeah, but not just us 2." Which is all I really wanted. I feel like he should've just married his friend. He pretty much always jumps right on it when his friend wants to do something, but when I want to, I feel like I have to beg sometimes. He's all I have it feels like. And I feel bad because I know his friend is having a rough time today, and needs the support. It's his friend's first Mother's Day without his mom. Plus, I found out that his sister just wanted it to be her and him over at his mom's house. He told her that I was family, a mom, and was going to to be there whether she likes it or not. I felt bad about getting upset with him leaving when he told me. I get like this a lot, and I hate that I do. It scares me because when his friend gets drunk, he tends to say how he wished he never got married and all that. It scares me that he'll convince my husband to leave me and all that. I have such terrible anxiety 😢 I guess I just need a female friend(friend in general) to talk to. I don't feel like I'd get upset if I did. I always end up feeling bad after I cry. He'd probably say I have his sister, but I'm not even sure if she likes me as much as she leads on. I feel so bad for getting upset, because I know he loves me. It's just my anxiety talking, I guess. I hate it. 😢😢 @babycasey @meganc @blessedmommy

you ok

What's wrong

Idk 😞 I just really don't know how to feel right now

never be jealous 😆 you OK?