Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Woke up outta my sleep in crazy pain and to my 4 year old all under me and to my husband saying is Loyal here yet I'm getting nervous cause that man have always been head on to when his kids coming out an playing the game and guess what that's what's going on now I'm ready for baby boy but then again I am not. My 4 year old is literally walking every where I walk talking about I'ma stay with you mama even when I go to the br I'm starting to feel sick to my stomach......

Been for my 2nd sweep this morning and baby still back to back, I'm getting worried now 😁 I don't know what to expect! Xx

Ladies, I'm so freaking excited and happy right now that I am UGLY crying at work !! My doctor just called me because he got my blood results back, baby is good and I'm having A BOYYYY!!! I cant believe after all I've been through I finally get my boy !!! Thank you Jesus !!! I want to surprise Tim, any ideas of how I can surprise him for when he gets home from work tonight ??? Let's hear it.

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Hi

I am into my 15 week now

But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less

Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though

What should i do i am very confused

Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec

Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights