Had a scary preggo dream where I went to the hospital in labor and they told me I couldn't get an epidural. I was so scared at the thought of having to give birth naturally 😣
i said that at the end when i was pushing i was like babe i cant! make it stop. i didnt cry but i about did. its a painful thing but as soon as that baby is out it lightens up ALOT(cause your focused on your baby. then the placenta is out and your good lol
@juliagail09 that's what I'm saying! Like gimme that epidural real quick. @phasion I know I could do it if I had to but in the dream I was a mess. Like balling and just saying over and over "I can't do it" I guess I just have my mind so set on getting an epidural id be so scared to have the plans change last minute
lol girl that would suck. labor is no joke. them contractions got from 0 to 100 real quick. straight bitch status it was so bad. ha but then again if your like me and have my bad luck then the epidural wont work much for you anyways. 😕

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
that happened to me but it was cuz my baby was on her way out when I got to the hospital