I just watched like 3 birth videos, and I am officially terrified .
you know I thought it would be crazy painful I mean it hurts yes but I think its doable in fact I plan on having my next baby all natural .... my labor went so fast I mean really fast like 3 hrs I got to the hospital at ,12:51am had my daughter at 1:25 am .. not sure that has anything to do with it but I know my recovery was great I was able to get up and walk right after unlike after my other two it took a min
Lol, I wanted to do a natural one but now I don't think so ! Haha @babygirl10-11
it looks worse then it really is especially if your getting the epidural. .. my last baby I did it all natural not by choice but I did it screaming all the way lol
Like I could cry , but you're right ! Imma just try to remember that . @babygirl10-11
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Maybe I just need to get the images of the births I watched out of my head and go from there ! I guess I won't completely cut the option out just yet . I hope I'm not in labor forever, that'd be amazing if he just popped out too . Lol @babygirl10-11