
36 weeks +6 with #2. Was completely closed last week, checking Thursday to see where I am. Doctor has already said if I'm at all dilated come 39 weeks we can plan my induction because I've been so miserable. I came down with the WORST hemherrhoids yesterday and feel like I've tried everything! I just want my baby in my arms. I hate being completely out of energy while trying to take care of my 13 month old 😕
@bbtoothrowedsmommy I think she said it's called "proctofoam"
@bbtoothrowedsmommy I've had them since I pushed during delivery with my daughter but they never really bothered me until just the other day when I noticed I have one half the size of a golf ball. It hurts to sit, walk, even wear pants! My mom told me there's prescription you can get so I'm going to ask my doc about it when I go Thursday
I know I have one but its on the inside!!!! I can't even poo! I don't know what to do anymore! 😭
@bbtoothrowedsmommy thanks! I've been soaking in Epsom salts and using the prep H gel so we'll see! They're literally a pain in the butt! Lol 😂
My doctor told me to try the preparation h suppositories he said you put them on for 3 days & they really help!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I heard they can prescribe you pills I'm gonna ask! Cause I have this one since my miscarriage in 2013. But it's starting to get worse! :(